Update!

Hi everyone!
I hope I will get more readers eventually.. I guess I just need to work hard to impress, or what?;-)

Anyway, I'm quit happy these days, coz I'm losing and losing!<3 I feel beautiful when I'm hungry! I've passed parties and events whitout eating too much - proud! I don't really count calories, due to bad experience. (I become obsessed and just thought more about food and that I felt hungry and started bingeeng.) So I've stoped counting.. almost;) I do I raugh counting.. So now-a-days I eat around 1200 calories/day.

Yesterday I weight myself and it showed lower than before! It showed 117,5 lbs - 53,3 kg! Then I was smiling : )

As you can see I've updated a bit here on my blog--->
I've made a "stats" and I also have tons of notebooks were I write down what I eat, train and my weight and measures!

Stay strong, think thin - feel thin!<3

You can't be small if you eat it all.

I will write more soon;)

Back on track today

Hi guys, sorry bad update..

Ate just too much yesterday:( It was my "eat-what-you-want-day".. but it just got out of hand, and it's kinda sad. I have a problem with trowning up, I just cant.. Not that I don't want to, (yesterday that was the ONLY thing I wanted) my body just can't trow up. Any tips how to throw up, please??

 Going out now to fix my tan for the summer;)

Where is my bones..?:(

Black n' White thinspo.

 

XOXO

Now you can follow my weight loss-->

Hi guys! How are you?

Yeasterday was not really a good day, as you might read. But everything is out of my body now - yeah! Sitting at the toilet for some time  - it hurts:( But it's good to punish myself so I won't eat that much again! So I'm strating freash today;)
I'm thinking what I shall eat and not eat today... I might go to the shop and buy some baby food - its low calos and has all the vitamins etc. that you need - smart huh?;) I have a little left of my Nutrilett Diet Shakes too..

This is the Diet Shake.. and my diet pills - Suco Bloc!

Look at the cute banners on the right. Isn't that awsome or what!? :P So cute - and you can follow me on my way down! Visited "Becoming Bikini Beautiful's" website, and found alot of candy pics! (I actually seached Google for "thin tanned brunette" and found the pic that led to the website). Here it is:

Look at her! This is really how I wanna look:) SKINNY, TANNED & have this LONG beautiful DARK HAIR! Does anybody know who this is?
I gotta get that piercing too!<3

Ps. Check my YT Channel and look at my first posted video in 2011 - 1st of April:)
My current weight is now 119,9 lbs/54,4 kg... And I'm 5"4'/163 cm... BMI: 20,4... and I'm 19 years old!;)  My goal weight: 105 lbs!!!<3

I'm gonna get there before summer!
- I might post a picture of myself in a bikini soon..



XOXO yours truly,

Nothing tastes as good as thin feels!

Me today...

Feeling like this now!:(:(:(

 

 BUT! I have saved myself.. I have taken the two magic pills! It's gonna hurt tomorrow when I have to sit 1 h on the toilet:( Fuck myself!

Yesterday I went to bed hungry - I felt that day had been a good day:-) I did not eat much.. But now, I feel just like crap. Nothing ever tastes as good as thin feels! Sex comes close..

Good night<3

Fuck!

 

oobs!

 And that was NOT because I was a bad worker - I did my best! Hard to work with selfish bitches..-.-

Quote of the day!

Isn't that kinda true? Btw, I LOVE this pic and her undies;), the girl is just so perfect<3


Anyways, been training.. drank tea and icecold water and took my diet pills first.. I must admit that I was pretty exausted afterwards.. :S But it's defenently worth it!

Going out training now to burn some calos..

 

 Wish me luck then;)